2 posts tagged “worry”

Here it is, a month since our wedding. Since that day, we've seen the family grow by one (his cousin Genevieve had her son, Dominic), there's been trips to the hospital (Adam has walking pneumonia, Lucian went in after just in case), one of our daughters had a birthday, and 1/2 of our children are grounded.

Honestly, it feels like we have been married forever. Maybe it is because we've considered ourselves "married" for so long before we actually went ahead and made it legal. He joked that he wanted a divorce, and I asked him if he was going to do that monthly. lol

Adam's hours at work were cut to 15 hours this coming week. Which means he needs a new job. It is really unfortunate and it worries me. He is so freaking picky. We can't afford for him to be picky. I would like to continue to stay home and homeschool the children, but it might end up being impossible. This makes me sadder than I can adequately express in words.

I will continue to try and think positive, though. So, to summarize, we are doing good maritally, and we'll have to think on what to do financially.

Crap. Child support hasn't been deposited into our account, so we'll have $6 left over after we pay rent today. And no one can help me either at the Child Support office or the DPSS office. "It'll get there when it gets there." F@#%. Lucian is almost out of formula. This sucks.

If we don't get the money in time, and if AJ gets fired (they don't like that he's been sick) we won't have the money to get groceries, get married, or well...anything. Its bad enough we're not getting anything for the kids for the holidays. That shames me in and of itself.